Feeling very down recently...

Was posted to 195 SQN in Tuas Naval Base... Imagine i will be there for a year and few months... Torture... From Tampines to Tuas... Just by the trip alone can kill me...

Today go there also basically do nothing.. go there wait and wait... den ask us go home and book in tml at 8am... The instructors there are very unfriendly and damn rude.. Everyday do "SK"... haiz.. Dunno how to survive there also...

Not even one person i know at least live in the east side... that is even saddening... Really regret choosing 195sqn... should have choose a vocation in CNB...

Now... i guess the only motivation i have is my family... Just by going home and see their faces is very reliving... weekends is my friends... they are the only one can cheer me up....

Just hoping to pass the OJT (On Job Training) phase fast... just only about 2months plus... and also wishing that the rumor 195sqn is moving to CNB in Aug is real... It is whole lot of better rather than Tuas..