i don't know what is it like now... ??

It's like we have been quarrelling alot...

I really hate it.. I hate quarrelling with you...
I sometimes really hate myself for saying things that i shldn't be saying...
I hate it when i don't really mean what i have done..

I really hate the stuffs when i had to talk to you in the end.. trying to convince myself that i shouldn't be angry about anything...

It wasn't like what i was anymore... I wished to go back..

There is no realising..

Insensitive? I really hate the times where you gave me that cold attitude where i need your care the most... It's destroying every of my thoughts and sensibility...

For some reasons, i know that whenever we quarrel.. some feelings inside still tells me that i have to accept and try to recover it as possible...

It's still not enough...

It still hurts a lot..

You.. in my heart.. stays there..

Still not back yet? take your time... the door is right there open...